One day left …

The movers come tomorrow. Actually, some come today to crate up the televisions and a couple pieces of art (Do we actually have "art" pieces in our house that are worth crating compared to others?). The movers are hired by the company which is mostly nice. The slightly not nice part is that we have…

Kitchens, vanilla and family

I'm a baker. I love to bake. Cookies, cakes, sweets... Dinner is a chore, but whipping up a batch of brownies, that's a gift. A gift to my heart, to family, friends, celebrations, comfort  and sometimes condolences. When Neil was 5, one of his friends came through the door, took a huge inhale through his…

Next stop FSU Panama City

Jack graduated from high school last night. Our honor scholar -- white robe, National Honor Society bib, cords from California Scholarship Federation, Math Honor Society and of course, Bowling Club! Made me think of how different Neil's experience will be (clearly no CSF cord!). Jack graduated from my alma mater. My brothers all graduated from…

At our soon-to-be-local mall

Dean found champagne and cake at the Multi Plaza mall in Panama City. I might go to the mall more in Panama than here ... This was a couple weeks ago, but I thought of it today. It's been more than 5 weeks since Dean left. He comes home tomorrow. He's been lonely. We've been lonely.…

Our new home

We gave Dean the power to find us a new home. If he's expressing his love for us by the size of the home he found for us... What we have encountered so far (I'm assuming our knowledge will grow greatly) is that there is luxury living that is affordable for those on a corporate…

Happy Mother’s Day

This year's Mother's Day is bittersweet. Dean is in Panama. Jack is sick. Neil is tired. I'm just cranky... In Panama, Mother's Day is in December. Everyone gets the day off work, and it's a big deal. I'm holding out for December this year. Counting on a Mother's Day do-over!